The Guest House
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.


I really do trust these guides from beyond. I hope they are realizing the vibes from the past few weeks were passing, not a permanent visitor. Now, this love and hope I feel radiating out—YES, this is my intention. More, more more from that bottomless well. Connection, faith/hope/la ilusion, caring for my friends, deep deep deep. growing, creating, learning, pushing myself to open.


(and, of course, I do want love. a very special certain Love.)

Everything I do (every moment every place) contains the small hope that one day something magical will happen to me, and none of it will matter (and all of it will matter).


~

Nothing matters, and everything is important.


(oh, I am sleeping with that oven mitt bunny in my bed these nights. I want this purely hopeful and loving caring energy to grow limbs and extend to other areas of my life: my art making, my friendships, taking care of my body, my learning and critical thinking.)

my best ideas come in the shower.

i should probably shower more often.

kimdash:

in the flesh

kimdash:

in the flesh

(via amabbs)

I don’t care if Twilight sucks, I still love Kristen Stewart forever. She’s who she was in Adventureland to me.

I don’t care if Twilight sucks, I still love Kristen Stewart forever. She’s who she was in Adventureland to me.

This is uncomfortably awkward/awesome. 

On a side note, I have pretty much the same haircut as that guy currently. Eep! 

And I’m incredibly jealous of his baggy yellow sweater. What a gem.